What is there to answer if I'm the only one?

Well it's been awhile since I've posted. So here we go.

I've finally started being alright with this solitude thing. I actually perfer it now, which... i hope is a good sign. It's interesting how God works. I was talking to Erik, and it seems like alot of stuff in our lives kind of collalates. As in, he's gone through stuff in the same order I have (am). He had a lonely year, and this one's looking a lot like it. There are other things too, like our views of God. I swear if it wasnt for that guy I'd be lying in a ditch somewhere. I suppose that's a grace.

Once harvest is over I'm going to apply at starbucks. I love that place, not for the outrageously expensive coffee, but for the people. Transients, punks, pastors, gays, all kinds of people go there, and I would get to serve them all, maybe even talk to some. I love the freaks.

Also I want to take a roadtrip to the desert. I love it over there. So far I've thought about a sweet area of ancient native american camps around Burns to stay at for a few days, and then a resivour called Walton. Kind of a last hurrah for hermithood.

I got an email from a good friend in the Domican Republic, and to hear about the awesome things she is seeing and feeling really got me stoked, and depressed. In a way I wish I was far away from this plastic place and plastic people. I hope I don't loose the vision in this valley, but this path im taking looks right, at least. I'm not convinced yet.

Much love all!